daydreamAesthetics

how many times will i forget who i am, before i realize, i'm not the type of person who allows herself to forget.

I'm so distracted. I hate being distracted when I realize how much I love being distracted. When will I be okay with taking naps and reading magazines? When will I stop feeling the urge to prove something to myself. I've made it. I'm here. But I never find myself in a somber state. I'm always wanting more, and I'll be humbled until I get it. Period.